something really sad had happened these days.but,to me its much more sudden than "these days".i was stuned there for dont know how long,my heart was pumping for dont know how fast.my first reaction was:God.his friend was right.that is life.that is expected by everyone and accepted by everyone whether like it or not,no choice,life and death,that's it!last firday was still alright,or maybe i was too careless to notice.i am so sorry i shld have atleast care more.i still cant believe such thing had happened and it was you.i just cant take it everything happen so fast,so sudden and so early!i tot this kind of thing wont happen ard me.i was wrong,that was what make me more sad.ytd i went to see you.until i saw your photo,i could'nt believe it's you!i didnt cry i dont know why althouhg i like you and your lesson so much!you are really great and nice and efficient.do you know when i slowly approached you,i was trembling literally.a sense of terror has suddenly eveloped me.that was my first time and it's you.your eyes were closed.peaceful,i could tell.however,i knew u must be struggling and thinking a lot when it struck you.i cant imagine how painful and helpless that feeling is but i knew you must have suffered a lot.you were lying in it in your best suits,dont worry,you look handsome.i wanted to tell you,i am here,but i cant utter a word,no matter how dream-like it was,i have to stay calm.i knew there were many other peopl crying but i have to stay calm,i dont know why.i told her that i only know u for 4 months but that's all that took for you to attract me and do you know you were the one who brought up my interest in chemistry.it's you.i really thank you so much.i am waiting for teacher's day,are you still waiting with me?please do.my present for you will be a A1 for chem,i'm sure you'll like it,i wont let you down.i'm glad you have accepted jesus.he wont let you down.trust him and follow him,he'll give you peace and happiness.you wont be suffering again.rest in peace.

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Friday, May 7, 2010 , 7:50 PM