something really sad had happened these days.but,to me its much more sudden than "these days".i was stuned there for dont know how long,my heart was pumping for dont know how fast.my first reaction was:God.his friend was right.that is life.that is expected by everyone and accepted by everyone whether like it or not,no choice,life and death,that's it!last firday was still alright,or maybe i was too careless to notice.i am so sorry i shld have atleast care more.i still cant believe such thing had happened and it was you.i just cant take it everything happen so fast,so sudden and so early!i tot this kind of thing wont happen ard me.i was wrong,that was what make me more sad.ytd i went to see you.until i saw your photo,i could'nt believe it's you!i didnt cry i dont know why althouhg i like you and your lesson so much!you are really great and nice and efficient.do you know when i slowly approached you,i was trembling literally.a sense of terror has suddenly eveloped me.that was my first time and it's you.your eyes were closed.peaceful,i could tell.however,i knew u must be struggling and thinking a lot when it struck you.i cant imagine how painful and helpless that feeling is but i knew you must have suffered a lot.you were lying in it in your best suits,dont worry,you look handsome.i wanted to tell you,i am here,but i cant utter a word,no matter how dream-like it was,i have to stay calm.i knew there were many other peopl crying but i have to stay calm,i dont know why.i told her that i only know u for 4 months but that's all that took for you to attract me and do you know you were the one who brought up my interest in chemistry.it's you.i really thank you so much.i am waiting for teacher's day,are you still waiting with me?please do.my present for you will be a A1 for chem,i'm sure you'll like it,i wont let you down.i'm glad you have accepted jesus.he wont let you down.trust him and follow him,he'll give you peace and happiness.you wont be suffering again.rest in peace.

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Friday, May 7, 2010 , 7:50 PM

i guess its time to pause and think^^
ok~~~so far life is ok...haha just midyr's killing me so i decided to kill it too...lol.preparing for o level liao!haha...in a few months time.jy wor=).cant wait for next wk meet dar dar again.hehe.yay!no ir liao~~~.hmmm...busy life sia.but full of things to learn and tat's fun!^^...
last of all...
I LOVE DARLING & PAPAYA SON!^^

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Saturday, April 24, 2010 , 9:34 AM

ATTENTION!DEAD BLOG ALERT!

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Wednesday, April 7, 2010 , 1:26 PM

in every man's life there are atleast 2 women. if he married the red rose,soon or later,the red rose will look like a mosquito blood on the wall,while the white rose becomes the moon that lits up his night. if he married the white rose,soon or later,the white rose will look like a rice being stuck to his clothes,while the red rose becomes the sun that lits up his day...=.=...SO WATEVA IT IS!!!LOVE IT!!!^^...

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Monday, March 8, 2010 , 11:04 AM

BUSY TIME!!!~~~^^

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 , 10:55 AM

I LOVE DAR DAR AND PAPAYA!!!<3

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Friday, February 19, 2010 , 1:59 PM

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 , 10:55 AM

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010 , 10:48 AM

^^

UPDATED!!!

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010 , 10:44 AM

当爱与忠诚相遇

沙漠里，一间破陋的土房子。
天色暗了，昏黄的风沙在肆虐着。
爱来了，衣衫褴褛，跋涉的艰辛在土房前的灯光下得到了舒缓。
“开门吧，屋里的好心人。”
私欲与享乐在屋里窃窃私语：她终于来了。
“你一个人吗？”
“是的，但我还有一个朋友，忠诚，他还没来。”
“你们为什么不以起来？”
“我们隔着一座山，永远也没有办法同步。总是我先到，然后再等他到来”
“他回来吗？”
“会的，虽然我们从来没有见过面。”
“为什么你们不一起呢？”
“他总是背着沉沉的包袱，从来也赶不上我的脚步。”
“为什么你不停下等他呢？”
“天亮的时候我就必须出发，停下来我就会死去。”
“那他呢？”
“他不会的，他是永生的。”
“我们可以让你进来，但不能让他进来。”

门开了，透出洋溢着温暖的灯光和懒洋洋的味道。
“我不能一个人进去。”
“为什么不行呢？”
“每一次我一个人住下，忠诚背上的包袱就会变得更重，他的脚步就会更慢, 我们的距离也就会更远了。”
“既然你从没见过他，又何必这么苦苦地等他呢。”
“不知道。但我知道我生存的目的就是为了要和他在一起。”
“也许他已经死去了呢？”
“不，不会。如果他死了，我也就会消失了。我还没有消失，我就知道他还活着，还在一步步地追寻着我。”
"傻瓜，也许他现在正在哪里享受着呢，只有你还这么傻。”
“不会，没有我在身边，他是没法让自己的脚步停下来的。”
“你和爱他？”
“我也不知道。我只知道我的生命是属于他的，就像他的生命属于我一样。”
“你真的不想近来了吗？”
“是的。”

窗下，爱卷缩着瘦弱的身躯，祈祷着黎明能慢些到来，给忠诚更多的时间。屋里，私欲与享乐在交头接耳：下次，我们应该建一座更漂亮的房子。

天亮了，拖着沉重的步伐，爱又出发了。心情是轻松的，愉快的，她知道，这一夜忠诚悲伤的包袱又轻了一分。

会见面的，因为我们还活着。
听说，我们在一起，就能走出沙漠。

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 , 4:15 PM

yo!happy new yr!haha long time nv update le ><
sch reopen soon le :( cant go out play le...and...O LEVELS!omg...hope i survive.haha
hope tmr can go watch movie again ba b4 sch reopen.sigh...why my life so hard sia ><...nvm JY NAIMING!haha...jellybean yang na mi is here again!awww miss rc...hehe...i come back bully u all loh!:p.haha.die...got eng,chem and bio tuition now :(...less time to play.sob sob*...nah must be happy^^...atmost...scare away the teachers loh!haha...

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 , 7:39 PM

diao my blog like so dead ><...nvm^^ laogong's one more dead.haha.
just finish my first tuition.lol.sadgot tuition ready ><..
anw tmr go work again!yay!love earning money,make new frens and trying my new shoes!muhahaha....
miss tkgrcy long time nv contact them le.hey still rmb ur QM here?!.teehee
hmmm....hungry now :( mum still cooking.lol.cant wait for next mon!miss u laogong!...haha...HAPPY EARLY 2 MONTHS ANNI!LOL...JYJY!hehe
okok...stuck at home all the time.lunch loh!bb =)

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Thursday, December 17, 2009 , 2:35 PM

havent been updating for a long time...i know!><...muhahaha!:p
hmmm...these days very bored leh cos cant see duckie...tat poor duck got "kidapped"...miss u le la!:(
TMR IS JOB TRAINING LOH!cant wait...haha...then this wkend maybe can go work le^^...hehe...cant wait to try my new shoes.teehee...cool de leh:p
also cant wait to see u ><(u know who are u)...haha...hmmm wondering when is my turn to kidnap u then make u my maid!muhahaha...
its gonna rain again...its been raining all these days...mum say god is crying :(...awww dont be sad...i am sad too without u :(...

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Monday, December 7, 2009 , 2:08 PM

here is a summary of my life so far^^
STUDY.
diao...so bored la!keep on raining these days then also cant go out ><...cant wait for next monday can go watch movie wif duckie loh!muhahaha...

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Saturday, November 21, 2009 , 5:44 PM

awww...it rains again ><
when it rains...my mood swings ><...when it rains...i bad luck><...

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Monday, November 16, 2009 , 3:51 PM

YO!...hehe...its raining!my mood always swings on rainy day >.<
anw...monday quickly come!then can bully duckie and gal gal and xiao bai le!muhahaha...kidnap all of u:p
my ham's exercising cos he always believe tat he'll escape from tat cage one day.while jy hammie!hehe...
busying wif first aid these days.lol!so...not fun ><...and tat ruthie so noisy!sharifah so crazy!haha...i the more normal one lah!(ya rite...=.=)
waiting for dinner now!hehe...yummy~...

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Friday, November 13, 2009 , 7:44 PM

BRB!!! =)

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Monday, November 9, 2009 , 6:35 PM

Phantom of the Opera!!!

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Monday, November 2, 2009 , 7:56 PM

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Monday, October 26, 2009 , 1:19 PM

YOU CANNOT CATCH ME!^^....

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Saturday, October 24, 2009 , 6:37 PM